Heyyyy =) I haven't written on here in a WHILE. Hahaha. I've just been busy trying to get good grades for school, cause you know, it's junior year. Hahaha.

I got scolded by my mom cause I spilled hot chocolate near the computer.
And then we started fighting. But it all turned out good. =) I like the resolutions to the fights we have rather than the ACTUAL fighting part. I don't know why, but I always cry. It's embarassing, but I can't help it. That sucks. I should learn how to control my tears, hahaha. GOSH, it's embarassing. Furreal. Hahaha.

But yeahh, my life's been pretty boring. It's just school school school.

Yay, I'm 16! :)

I gave my blog a makeover, again. I think I need to add more pictures here, it's so boring if there isn't anything to see. Everyone loves pictures.
So, good morning. I'm going to Megastudy today, which I'm not really excited about. It's okay, I need to study hard for school. I feel so bad because I'm so good at wasting time. I need to learn some time-management skills so I can finsih my APUSH assignment PERFECTLY and start off my junior year with a bang! (;
Hopefully you guys are having an awesome summer. I love the month of August! I'm going to be 16 soon. I'll try my best to make 16 the best year ever. Well, I think that's all I'm going to say for now. I think once school starts, more posts will be popping up on my blog. I hope you have fun reading them!

XOXO, Phoebe

Happy August. (: I just came back from the Block with my friends, and it was lots of fun. I got a magazine with advice from Taylor Swift (YAY ^^) and a birthday card for Noel. Hehehehe. Tomorrow's Noel's 16th birthday! She's so cool. (; Hahaha.

Well, the Block was fun. I got to take a few pictures inside Pacsun until one of the workers told us we couldn't do that. That made me sad. The pictures we got were funny though. Daniel and Song are so silly. (: Hahaha. I got some pictures of Nina and Patricia (CUTIE <3), and Nina's posing! Hehehe, what a model! It was fun. We should have taken some photo booth pictures, but I need to save money. Heehee.

I wanted to put a music video for Nickelback's newest single, "If Today Was Your Last Day," but Youtube is being a "Stupid Ugly." Hahaha, oh well. Look it up yourselves, it's a good song. (;

Dude, I'm sunburned from the Block. I've got a tan. ): I was so pale from staying inside all the time... Hahaha, oh well! It's summer. (;

xoxo, phoebe

Good afternoon everybody. Wow, it's definitely been a while since I've written. But it's okay; you probably needed the break because my posts were way too long. Hahaha. I've had a lot of time on my hands.

Well, I've been staying at home most of the time. I go out every once in a while, so I don't become a hermit or anything. I went to Cue with Holly and Nina last Friday, and then our family went shopping. I got some clothes at Forever21, but it's getting a little bit more expensive. Probably because of that new tax. How depressing. Oh well, the clothes I bought are very cute. (:

I just finished studying for the SAT. I need to study hard so I can go to a good college. (: Yay! Hahaha. But the math section is so hard. I look at a problem and all I can think is, "What?" * Sigh But it's okay. I'll pray to God and hopefully He'll help me. Hahaha.

Well, I should probably go eat lunch now. I'm having such a relaxing summer. Hope you guys are having fun. Byeeeee.

Oh my gosh, I just found out that Crystal has a blog! Maybe she'll read this (: Hi Crystal! Hahaha. Well I'm talking with her on the phone, and we had a very nice conversation(: It was very soothing and comforting to talk with her. Thank you Crystal! hahaha.

Summer has been so great. I've never felt more content. But I mustn't get too comfortable... junior year is coming up and I need to prepare. Pray that I will work hard! Hahaha.

Well I don't have much to say. I think I need to tone up (; hahaha. Yeah, I've just been hanging out at home most of the time. I need to go summer shopping... haha, maybe get a dress and wear it one day :O it could happen! Hahaha. I told Dae that I'd wear one once a week every summer, but... I haven't worn one. LOL. I'll go looking for oneeee (: I haven't found any I liked.

Good evening you guys (: I came back from San Jose a while ago, but I don't want to write much about that. I'm waiting until the pictures come back from Uncle Gil. He said he was going to send it to me via email, so now I'm just waiting. It was an amazing trip, and I can't wait to go back during winter break!

Well anyway, I just wanted to write in here because I felt like it. I haven't written in a while, again. But I guess it's better than not writing for a bajillion months, or even a year. No offense to people who blog like that. Hahaha. I'm just sort of anxious about my future. I've been giving a lot of thought about it, especially tonight, and it's really scary to think about. I have no idea what I want to be, what I want to do... I thought I was sure about my major, but now I'm just second-guessing myself. My teachers from Megastudy and my family all tell me that I need to have a plan for what I want to do in college, but I honestly have no idea. I don't know what lies in my future; isn't that a little frightening? What's going to happen when I get to college, which isn't that far away if I get accepted anywhere. Where will I go? All these questions won't be erased from my mind any time soon. I think it's just going to get bigger and bigger junior year. I think the only thing I can do is work hard to get where I want to go, and let God show me what He wants me to do.

I need to - WANT TO - pray and ask God for guidance. I guess this is all part of letting Him be the center of my life. I want to entrust everything to Him, because I know He has a great plan for me. Hopefully He'll let me know soon. His timing is perfect. I also pray that whatever He wants me to do, I'll accpet it willingly and happily, because it's God's will. I pray that I won't complain, but I'll just do it; I know God knows me, and He'll think of a future for me that I will be happy to have. Please pray for me also. Prayer is stronger if more than one person is doing it.

My friend Ngoc got his AP World History test score two days ago. I haven't gotten anything. I'm worried it's lost in the mail. But I shouldn't worry. I need to calm down. I think all this pressure about school and college and grades and... UGH. But if I want to get there, then I gotta work for it. Hahaha. NOBODY SAID IT'D BE EASY(: Please pray that God will give me the strength to work hard and never give up. I need perseverence. Hopefully I did well on my AP test. I had a good feeling about it when I took it, but I'm afraid to trust it. I don't want to get cocky and get my hopes up only to have them crushed when I open that envelope. Whatever the result, I think the fact that I passed the class is good enough for me. At the beginning of the year I thought I'd fail... but I passed! Just goes to show that if you work hard and have God on your side, you can do well (: Okay, this is getting pretty religious. Hahaha, how nice.

Well, that's all I'm going to write for now. It's time for me to get some shut-eye. Nice writing in here every once in a while. Makes me feel lighter when I have worries.

xoxo, phoebe